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IndecisiveI’ve told you many times I’ve been as mean as I could I wanted you to stay away Because I knew you could never understand me.
It’s not all my fault. I did my best to warn you. I told you to keep away, but still you kept coming around just to see me.
I know you’re confused. I wouldn’t want to be in your shoes. To know someone who’s always switching sides.
My one arm wants to hold you, the other wants to hit you.
A part of me wants to know you, a part of me wants to forget you. &nb Indecisive
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Was it real?When things get tough again I like to think of that night. That night we spent together, just us, alone on the sand.
When I was with you nothing else mattered.
I couldn't see anything
but your smile.
And now I remember that night often, But i've thought it so many times I'm wondering if it was just a dream. In this world, there is no room for perfection.
Yet I can't help but wonder if you remember that night. Was it just another day to you? or something special to cherish in your heart. Was it real?
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Summer DreamsSummer is nothing but dreams. Illusions built on wishes, hopes for a carefree life, longing for a moment of your own.
We all dream of summer, of hot sunny days, time with friends, and summer love.
But none of it happens. It rains. No one calls. Love turns to heartache.

But not tonight. Tonight I know it's all real. The sun warm on my skin, the water smooth across my body, the sand between my toes. You, here beside me, as we say goodbye to the day.
You've given me hope. You've helped Summer Dreams
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Your Hurtful WordsYou don’t realize how much your words sting. You never noticed how much your phrases bite.
You don’t know that I really wish you’d just hit me. It would make everything hurt so much less to feel a sting in my cheeks instead of in my soul. Because the body is physical: it can recover. The soul is spiritual: It may never be the same.
Since you won’t, I will. I will take away my pain, change it from abstract to something solid. Something real. And so I cut, my bare breast, hoping no one will ever see Your Hurtful Words
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Friends“You're already wet.” he laughed while he put one of his big hands on top of my head.
I could feel the warm acid rain of the city falling around us and rolling down my face. I didn't care if I was getting wet. I didn't care if we'd been standing here for almost half an hour trying to flag down a cab. I didn't care at all and it looked as if he didn't care either. I reached up to touch his mop of dark hair. “Well you're wet too, you know.” A goofy smile that touched his eyes spread across his face and I couldn't help but return it. “You know,” I began to Friends
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Belief SystemEveryone merely floats through the confusing mess of life. Something, One Someone has to be above it all.
Everyone has a mask over a face that hides The Person. Who I am to you is not who I am to me.
Everyone judges and criticizes everyone's actions. but I bet you I'm doing the same thing they are. Just like you.
Use imagination and think out of the box. Just make sure you remain within the lines.
Everyone's different. Especially me because I conform.
Everyone has a vow or two of vengeance. But our pranks always find a round trip ticket to kic Belief System
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My Melting WallsThe thunder roared, and I was confused. In between the roars I could tell it was raining. It was different this time tho. Louder...harder...more clear. And I could really feel the walls being soaked. Only a matter of time before the water hit me too. And I realized the time has come for this place to let go, to fall, collapse. It's just so old, so weak. I didn't want to lose anything in the rain. Unfortuanatly that was going to be the case. Too soggy, now I could see the water leaking slowly from the walls. Threatening me, pushing me to the center of my room. Cyrcel My Melting Walls
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The RainAnd I wish it would rain So hard it could take my breath away I dream myself into an exotic rainforest As the humidity catches in my throat The leaves of these trees are dripping canopies Full of honey dew drops I dream that I'm in Candy Land With mountains made of ice cream And sticky licking-pop jungles The scent today takes my breath away With the pitter and patter of the rain The Rain
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first date

Mon Dec 22, 2008, 4:05 PM

so, recently, i was hanging out with alex. it was like a real date. it went well, but the problem is that, actually, i dont like him anymore. ah! i know. haha, but he's really not right for me. I'm more likely to go out with peter at this point, but idk, i really dont wanna date anyone. i dont need anyone. i can be my own best friend. hm... gawd. i need to stop flirting with people. and i've been too afraid to really talk to alex, cuz i really REALLY dont wanna hurt him!! ah, i'm so scared, but watever. its life, i guess.

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